I am starting the reading or rereading 'Cleanse to Heal' club, today. This is for anyone interested in having virtual company and the challenge to accomplish this life-changing endeavor.
Read:
Part I - Jan. 1 - Jan. 15
Part II & III - Jan. 16 - Jan. 30
Part IV - Jan. 31 - Feb. 13
Part V - Feb. 14 - Feb. 28
Happy reading (or listening or both)!!
I always feel this "choice" idea as gaslighting every single, bloody, damn time that someone suggests it!! We are born into abusive families, poverty, slavery, violence, and so on. Tell me: at what point is there ever a choice? I feel it to be so much more liberating to know that we all have been victims of circumstances. There is no one that is "better" at living life than another. Until we have compassion for each other, the gaslighting and constant putting down of the other through this 'choice' and 'responsibility' concept keeps us in continual pain and suffering. (We have people brainwashed at such a level that they believe that they have actually achieved something because they now tell others what to do to heal trauma... heal something that they will never know anything about because we all have unique life experiences when it comes to trauma.
There is not some magical day when I get to make a choice about the direction my life takes. The choices we make are about what to wear that day or which flavor ice cream to eat. (Ice cream is making us sick by feeding viruses, we have never had a choice to eat healthy, until now.) It is all so very complicated to explain because it is all predicated on false information and conditioning. All of humankind is dis-functioning on faulty belief systems. No wonder I can feel endless despair. What knocks me out if it, from time to time, is knowing that other people literally cannot see what is not on their maps. I'm a pioneer in the terrain of following my own heart's compass. I am mapping out my own frontier.
This is all due to awareness. As a baby, you are not given the choice to leave the abusive family. Maybe someone makes that for you, but is that a choice or an imperative? And what happens in the next situation? So the question is: what day did your choice to choose the direction of your life begin?
And if you wake up to the abuse, later in life... it takes years to reprogram yourself or to adapt to everything that has happened to you, and happened to everyone else. It is all happening in concert... a symphony of pain and suffering. This is what living on this planet is all about.
All the rest is theories.
The Medical Medium is the only person alive on the planet that has the answers to why everyone is sick or getting sick. When a chronically ill person hears the truth, they know it. For the first time in my life, I became in control of healing myself of countless conditions and emotional hardships, thanks to Anthony William. You know, he didn't have a choice either.
No one chooses to be sick, abused, sexually violated. No one. So why do people keep insisting that we do!!!?
Some secret and other open activities are under way. Part 1: How to stay out of overwhelm. Beginning the separation of the belongings and art into chronological and/or thematic plastic bins.
